fragments of imagination

The Call

The first time I saw you, I was repulsed
And had a strong urge to flee the scene.
I'd heard the stories of you not sparing them,
Be an adult, a kid or teen.

Years went by and you knocked again,
Accompanied by friends I let you in.
Little did I know you'd grow on me
And make me enjoy this sweet, sweet sin.

I passed the crossroads but didn't take the turn.
For the road I was told would later bend.
Little did I know, this road I now travel,
Is not the one to which I was sent.

I ignored a few signs and didn't see the rest.
For I was too busy running through life
I should have spared a moment or two
If only,I had realised!!

And now I stand with no one besides me
Not you, not him nor GOD
I wish I'd realised if I'd just let go of you earlier
I wouldn't have had to of him or GOD

But now, you and I both know
Tats easier said than done
For back then all i wanted was
To have a little fun

Some joke I've turned out to be
For now I depend on you
I wanna be rid of you
I really hope so too

I've fallen once, it ain't gonna happen again
So listen to me now when I say
For the next time I do it will be
Right to your face

I don't need the pleasure
And sure as hell don't need this pain
For without you in my life
I have a whole lot more to gain

posted by june @ 7:14 AM