Sunday, October 29, 2006

Jst some stuff i though of when in stats class

. What happens when u feel left out?
Do u try real hard to fit in and look even more pathetic or do you just give up ?
. When life takes u up its rocky cliff and u have no say, do you try to find your way through,your
way back or do you push the limits or simply throw yourself off the cliff?
. When you meet the perfect someone and take a chance, do you want to rush into spontaneity
or do you want tot plan everything so u don't screw up ?
. Are words enough to make up for the lack of emotions?
Can a "sorry, its over" ever compensate for the tears, for the pain, for the guilt, for the love??
. You meet Mr.right. and take a chance.You open up and reveal all, show your weaker side. He
makes you feel alright for once in ur life and then walks out. Then what ? should you take another
chance?
. What do you do when you know ur acting weird and immature but can't stop coz then it'l look even more weird
. Would you fall down on purpose just to see if someone'll come pick u up ?
. You raise your voice to make a point. But one look into their eyes u forgot wat u have to say
. Would u let urself get walked over just so u can stay by their side?

Look no further

I am the smile u c
when ur heart feels lighter
I am the words u speak
when ur thoughts guide u through
I am the voice u hear
When ur in trouble
I am the tears u cry
when ur heart feels heavy
I am the yesterday that was
With all its worries and sorrows
I am the today that is
the never ending saga
I just wish I could be your tomorrow
I'l give my life just to get you through

For comfort

I look all around
In search but in vain
For a place to call home
To get over this pain
I lost my way
When led by my heart
The emotions were too strong
Yet we are apart
My cries are loud
Yet you are not here
Or maybe you are
Though nowhere near
I sleep away the days
To get over the pain
Every waking moment without you
I spend in vain
An eternity I've waited
Yet you aren't here now
I need your arms round me
Someway,Somehow
Kiss me now
And take away these tears
Hold me close
And drive away my fears
Take me into your arms
And comfort me
Make me smile
And smile for me
I don't wanna be lost
And sure as hell don't wanna loose you
Lets just be together
Hope dats not an issue :D









Friday, October 20, 2006

For all of Eternity

I never knew what to expect of love
Never knew what to feel
Never did understand what the hype was about
Never did understand the deal

All around me people proposed
Their love for each other in many a ways
I always turned my head away
wanting them to find their own little space

And just when I was least expecting
Love or anything vaguely close
You walked right into my life
And made me love everyhting I used to oppose

You and I are not meant to be
Or so I thought till you changed my mind
For all my life I was the ugly duckling
With no lovely swan in me for anyone to find

You turned my world upside down
But regrets I have few
Just promise me you will not dissapear
Like the early morning dew

The dewdrop that brings a smile
Upon all who wish to see
But as the sun gets ready to come out
It begins to flee

Promise me,instead
That you will be mine forever
I hope the love we share for each other
Stays on forever and ever

For I am going to love you all my life
For all eternity
I don't care what the world says
Don't care for their tears or pity

The world may talk all it wants
But my love for you will not cease
Through happiness,through joy,through sadness
Through pain or even through disease

So be mine forever my sweetheart
I'll be everything you want me to be
Our love will stand true forever
For all of eternity

Friday, October 13, 2006

The Call

The first time I saw you, I was repulsed
And had a strong urge to flee the scene.
I'd heard the stories of you not sparing them,
Be an adult, a kid or teen.

Years went by and you knocked again,
Accompanied by friends I let you in.
Little did I know you'd grow on me
And make me enjoy this sweet, sweet sin.

I passed the crossroads but didn't take the turn.
For the road I was told would later bend.
Little did I know, this road I now travel,
Is not the one to which I was sent.

I ignored a few signs and didn't see the rest.
For I was too busy running through life
I should have spared a moment or two
If only,I had realised!!

And now I stand with no one besides me
Not you, not him nor GOD
I wish I'd realised if I'd just let go of you earlier
I wouldn't have had to of him or GOD

But now, you and I both know
Tats easier said than done
For back then all i wanted was
To have a little fun

Some joke I've turned out to be
For now I depend on you
I wanna be rid of you
I really hope so too

I've fallen once, it ain't gonna happen again
So listen to me now when I say
For the next time I do it will be
Right to your face

I don't need the pleasure
And sure as hell don't need this pain
For without you in my life
I have a whole lot more to gain